may 23rd, 2007

Wednesday:

I can't seem to get the motivation to pull my ass out of bed to get to work on time. Maybe I'm taking advantage of my living arrangments too much. I gotta keep telling myself to get into the office between 8am and 830am.

Fuck, It can't be that hard. I need to push myself.


Called Ellie's friend tonight. Got her voicemail and left a rambling stupid message.

I hate leaving voicemails as I always sound stupid. I don't know, maybe Ellie's friend isn't interested...

But ya know, I gotta stop thinking so damn negative. Jack at work thinks I have no self esteem issues or something. I don't think so, but maybe I do... I don't care if I do or not...